I'm going to explode. X________X;; I can't wait till finals are over.

Steve Brodner was cool though.

This weekend;

-A contemporary, political illustration (I may do Obama getting the noble peace prize sinc eit pisses me off XDDD)
-Spot Illustration for my story
-Sketches for full page illustration
-Edit my illustration of Gluttony


O___O;;

Yeah.

I'm working on my spot right now. I'm doing a sub-plot story I created for Dragonball Z with my own characters. I can tell I'm being ridiculed for my choice of story, but I'm going to blow away those snobs in the Illustration major with how well and detailed I can make images based off an anime. Most of my work tend to be a mixture of anime and cutting edge comic style unless I'm painting. And High school basically made me hate painting XDD I was fast with it, but meh.

Anyway. Yeah. Should be a fun weekend.

So, midterms are next week. I only have one class to worry about since the other doesn't realy involve any sort of 'test'. BUt for Survey I have an Illustration to do and a test to take on the same day X___________x;;

Hopefully I can get most of Illustration done today. I decided to get off the couch and into the studio room to do work. However, I didn't anticipate the time it would take for a filter to load onto the image so I decided to write something in here while I wait.

Nothing much happening. Trying to see if I can get Nick into the halloween ball(sinc it's normally students only). IN any case, I'm still going to be making us costumes whether we go or for a later cosplay. We're going to be Vegeta and Bulma XDDD I got a bunch of nice material to make the Saiya-jin armor. It's just going to be a pain to make the pattern myself and then add the chest patting, blah blah blah. I also have to look for a wig(which had been hard). I need a turquoise colored bob like wig. One I'd have to cut I suppose to get the actual Bulma style in the Buu Saga.

Oh, look at that! The filter finished loading. Time to work!

I made myself a new wallpaper, because there's no hope for me. I obsess over things so easily. XDDDD But atleast the LJ is pretty =DDD

"I was the perfect warrior, cold and ruthless. I lived by my strength alone, uninhibited by foolish emotion. But, slowly...over the years, I became one of you. My quest for greatness gradually giving way to this life of mediocrity. I awoke one day to find that I had settled down, formed a family. I had even grown quite fond of them. Would you believe that I started to think the earth was a nice place to live..." -Vegeta

It's a shame. You don't see an amazingly written dialogue like this in kid's shows anymore with such an expanded vocabulary. Thanks censorship, let's continue to dumb down our youth. Yes, I'm going to consider DBZ a kids show as well as an adult show. In all reality I don't see why there needs to be a borderline. I watched blood and guts at a young age. Hell, I even stumbled upon porn by atleast four(channel blocking didn't exist then XDDD) I turned out just fine, I think. I may not know anything about numbers, but I know enough to think of my own.

Currently in a hotel room in Pooler, GA. Should be getting into the apartment tomorrow. Nick started work tonight, so Gambit is keeping my company. He'd doing extremely well, I thought he would be depressed without the other dogs but it turns out he's just happy to be laying next to me. I love my dog<333

Still going through fincial aid crap. I may have to drop a class in order to pay for this quarter. I dunno yet, I figured I'd have everything sorted out by tomorrow when I have my paperwork unpacked.

I cried for like, the entire day. I don't give a fuck; I'm secretly a momma's girl XDD bahahaha. What else can you expect from someone who finally slept in her own bed when she was 11. I know, I'm odd =/

My stomach's been killing me, but it may just be my nerves hitting on my acid reflux =/

HAHA, also. TO celebrate the newest member of my brain; When I get settled in GA I'm switching out the Red in my hair for Blue. All for you, Bulma Briefs. XDDD

Basically have an apartment, I just need to send them proof of my loans and Nick has to send proof of working at the USPS. But our background checks came out fine.

800 dollars a month(first month free) with a 42 inch LCD LG tv thrown in. 2 bedrooms, 2 baths in Pooler GA(which is basically still Savannah). We should be moving by Friday or Saturday, depends. Cause Nick starts work soon.

The place is brand new too. Apartly our most expensive bill will be electric which hardly ever goes past 100 in GA. Pretty schweet deal, yeh?

I think I'm gonna go and buy a season of dragonball z to celebrate
XDDD

OOOooo I got an awesome DBZ double toy pack at the toys r us is Savannah.

SSJ Vegeta and Long Hair Future Trunks. They come with stands and everything. Their really nice and only 10 bucks.

Hopefully, my Capsule Corp decal gets here before I leave. I already got my Vegeta one.

SO all my classes are paid for too, I need to check my schedule XDDD

Who the hell keeps inviting all these people? SRSLY! Am I going to have to charge rent? I thought I put Seri to sleep years ago but now she's all awake again and thirsty for being great, blah blah. Ya'know the drill. Now she's saying she doesn't want to be half-human anymore so I gotta make a completely new race/species just to keep her pleased. lkdnqv bqh ibeukb ><

And now she wants more power and is demanding to be half Saiya-jin. -.- Instead of being 1/4. You'd think she was happy being in the son family, but now she wants nothing to do with it. WHat a brat. I may even have to change her name.

I did it for Daphne years ago. She was a Krissy, Jenna, Amy so many names went through before Daphne stuck XDD

Oh Seri. I must know who in- IT WAS BULMA! I knew it. Stupid blue-haired bitch. Oh, I'll get her for it. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO WOKE YOU UP! Now that I think about it... she's the one that changed you too! Her and that blasted Prince of hers. Fucking Veggie. That's why you're all "ahaha I'm strong, I wanna be better than Kakarrot and Mrs Veggie cause I'm awesome." Ha! Took bad you'r staying with a VAGINA! Good luck getting past SSJ with that one missy.

Woah, SSJ4 Seri would equal BOOBS! Most definitely, you're not going past SSJ now. XDDD


And when I finally begin to transfer everybody into something that won't be copyrighted... I'll make sure to turn you into something you're gonna hate. Cause you just bugged me by waking up.

I'm not complaining about life.

Simply, I'd rather live the one out of my imagination than this one. Having the preference means nothing ill about reality.

That is why, above all else, I will make everyone else see what I see. Whether the world can handle it or not, I really don't care. I can no longer imagine ever leaving this life without doing so. The emotions and complexity of everything is almost over bearing, even for myself. But, I don't think I can ever be at peace(alive or dead) until everything in my brain is shared. The people, their lives. It's all extraordinary. They deserve to be heard, to be looked up to, to be hated and envied. Heroes need to have their stories heard and Villains need to be understood.

And so, I promise this to all of you; everyone who makes me who I am. You will be heard, whether the people of earth want to or not, they will hear you. You will be free of your confinement, able to roam outside the barriers of my own mind and you will enjoy it. Yes, you will love it. When the time comes, I expect enjoyment from you, for my own sake as well as yours. People can call me crazy, but all you, my brain neighbors, you're the ones that keep me going. Fueling my power after each passing day. Not only am I comforted physically by those around me, but mentally by you all. For that, I shall share your stories.

Because of you, I'm never alone.

When the time comes, you'll be able to leave this vessel.

The morning for Freddy Weasley was always routine, his entire life in fact seemed routine. That didn't seem like a bad thing to the eldest of the Wheezes, in fact it was reassuring for him to know that he had some control over his life. The morning sun poured into the shop from the front windows. The rays tickled his nose into a sneeze while he began unlocking the doors of the shop. Crinkling his nose it was then he caught an all too familiar aroma running past his nose hairs. A slight curl of his upper lip and all prospects of a routine morning had vanished, there was no denying the stench of his sire. The Teenage werewolf(for lack of better terms) didn't possess the abilities yet to feel and know where others of his kind might be. His only advantage was living at Hogsmeade, close to the castle, where his super nose could easily pick up the scent.

Fumbling through the door, he found it hard to keep his composure. His insides were telling him to rush into everything and act upon instinct, better judgment had told him to stay calm and come up with a plan. A plan that had been laid before him since before his birth; The One Eyed Witch passageway. After going through the trouble of breaking into Honeydukes without initially breaking anything he continued on his way down the passageway. The closer he got towards the castle the more he could feel his blood boiling. What right did Greyback have to be inside the castle again? What of his sister? His cousins and friends? The more he questioned these things the faster he moved his feet until he broke out into such a fast run that the balls of his feet only touched the surface of the ground for merely a second.

Skidding to a halt just outside the Great Hall it was then he noticed he had not been the only one to notice Greyback's whereabouts, the scent of his uncle hitting him in the face. "Oh no, back up to your common rooms!" he almost barked at a few students coming in from outside, unaware of of what was happening in the Great Hall, their faces filled with astonishment to find last years Head Boy standing before them. With the quietest of steps he entered the Great Hall, eyebrows lowered and pupils narrowed, as he pushed some of the students lightly towards the exit as he made his way through those who were heading out. All he wanted to do was rip his sire apart, peel the flesh off his skin with his teeth and lap up his blood with his tongue. The desire to do so was growing stronger as he watched everyone with fear in their eyes, fear that had been his doing. His doing, being the reason why such thoughts could even plague him. It was infuriating to have a constant battle with one's own instincts, especially when they were more animal like than anyone else's.

The first thing he needed to do, above all else was make sure that Roxanne was okay. Were something to happen to her while he was so close by to prevent it, he'd never forgive himself, he'd be a murderer in his own eyes. No better than Greyback himself. Too much pressure for one seventeen year old approaching eighteen? Sure. But convincing the red-head otherwise was nearly impossible. With a glimpse of brown skin and the sound of her voice, he pushed forward, grabbing a hold of her wrist and pulling his sister towards him, along with young Lily. "Listen," he ignored all surprise she could have expressed on her face. "Make sure everyone is alright and safe," with a raise of his brows he gave his sister a pleading look. "And don't interfere." Placing a kiss on her forehead and giving a weak smile at his younger cousin he headed towards the center of the room.

Though still a jokester and child at heart, there was no denying the fact that Frederick Gideon Weasley had grown. The symbolic step he took away from the students and towards Greyback alongside his uncles was enough to notice the man that he had become. A man, that despite everything still managed to break away from the monster he shared a body with. "I think I'm living proof of the fact that he always has something up his sleeve." Indeed, the night of Halloween Freddy and everyone else had thought Fenrir would kill him just as he did his cousin. Instead, he had surprised everyone with turning him. Eying his Uncle Bill he could see now that lines were about to be made. Lines separating morals from doing what was necessary and Freddy was going to stand behind the line and support what was necessary, in his eyes, to protect the ones he loved.

I'm trying my hardest to stfu.

Hahaha the Daphne in me swoons over Oliver Wood on teh TV. XDDDD SHe's all like "That's my future babeh daddeh!" XDDDDDD ahahahaha

Been making Beast Wars videos XDDD

Drawing my own character

and sitting around.
meh.
Mostly because I can't do much. My lower back has been killing me. It finally got better, but now my upper back is having a problem (though I think it may be more muscle than actual spine). Meh. Still trying to get money for school.

I love that people get mad at me on Facebook. Obviously, I'm not stopping anyone from posting anything which, I would think means I'm respecting their opinion. You see, if I didn't I don't mind causing a bit of physical pain, I don't know about anyone else... but I don't have a problem with hurting someone.
But since I do respect people's opinions I don't.
I just think it's funny that people get offended with what I say on a computer. It goes to show that they haven't learned the fact that; nothing can bother you if you don't LET it bother you. Plain and simple.

Some people already know to just ignore me if they don't like it. That is why I love those of you.

I am so exhausted. Exhausted of being poor. Why hadn't my parents been smart and thoughtful? Didn't they care enough about me to start a trust fund? To make sure I was going to make something of myself? I know they made good money when I was young or before myself because life was easy then.

I've applied like 8 times with different amounts of money and still I get denied for a loan(with my mother co-signing). I need to find a way to pay mi tuition otherwise, Chase is going to charge me for the 38000 I used last year to pay SCAD because I'm not continuing with school. >< And no scholarships because I don't have a 3.0 which is really lame. Shouldn't they take into consideration that I brought a 1.8 to a 2.6 in one quarter. That's hard to do, but I busted my butt for it. Obviously, it doesn't matter to anyone. Blood and sweat never does.

AND I GET A FUCKING PELL GRANT! I should be able to get so much more if I'm qualified for that. Because a Pell grant just isn't enough for SCAD.

Maybe I shouldn't have ever gone to school. I screwed myself over with it. I spent all my time with it and never got work experience anywhere so now I can't even get a job because if a 21 year old has no job experience then something is obviously wrong, apparently.

It's so lame. I finally got to do what I wanted and I got a taste of it. Now, I don't know if I can have it again. And I cant see how I can ever be the same without it. If I can't find a way I'm never going to be the same again. I already feel less of myself, like a big chunk of something inside of me was ripped out. Funny, most people say these sorts of things when they break up with someone or get dumped. I do it over school, art.

Maybe it's because of Sessy. Maybe it's because Amy keeps me updated. But I actually care about whats going on in Iran. Granted, I don't do anything about it, but I like to keep updated and share information with others about it because this sort of ordeal shouldn't be tossed aside or looked over. No one seems to get the hints that this is being compared to the Iranian Revolution(which was horrible).

And it pisses me off that people complain about their lives or go out partying without the slightest bit of knowledge that this is all happening. People say I'm cold-hearted and sick because I say mean things with the intentions of being mean, because I like to watch some sick things... but atleast I care. I care enough to keep updated and well informed so that I'm prepared to pick sides/make a decision should the situation arise. So I know not to take things for granted.

Iranians aren't allowed to speak out, they can't even make calls to their family in the U.S. People are being slaughtered for what I'm doing now, for what we're allowed to do; speak our minds.

And people say Anarchy is chaotic... democracy isn't all that much better, apparently.

Still semi-sick. Bored as hell. -.-
And I need to have a bathroom near by at all times which makes relieving the boredom very difficult.

I am so sick of Florida, literally. Caught a stomach bug and all the vomiting plus my acid reflux ended up burning the crap outta my esophagus. I ended up in the ER -.- First time I was connected to stuff o.o

Anyway, was on an all liquid diet, but I shed that real quick XDDD I get way too hungry. but now I'm on an acid reducer.

This is my third trip down her and also the third one where I was vomiting. Florida just doesn't like me anymore.

And it sucks because I can't do the stuff in this house that I used to do in Savannah so I have to go out for amusement and there is never anything to do here unless you like clubs(which I don't). It's really lame.

People are assholes here who can't drive. I mean, sure people in Savannah can't drive in the rain but it's so easy to avoid them. People here are just cruel on the road. Which is why I'm not afraid to be a jerk back. Most of them have little cars anyway, I'd like to see them try and intimidate my SUV. They'll get more damage anyway.

Defiantly happy with New Moon trailer. I'm sorry, I don't want to watch Bella cry for 3/4 of the movie. Jacob coming straight away is just the thing. But then again, bitch is like Anne Rice; repeating herself all the fucking time. Transformation of Jacob; good. The animation could be better, but a vast improvement from the first.(Better looking that FAIL!Greyback of HBP). But I'll take any form of Twilight in a movie over the book. I don't care; a writer should be able to know their grammar and how to keep a story flowing without repeating things and drawing things out. Maybe it's the literature rp of mine talking, but it isn't that hard Meyer. I do it all the time. It's probably why Harry Potter rp is ten times better than Twilight writing wise. But the same people who like this also thing Deathly Hallows was JKR's best writing... HA! XDDDDDDD

As for it winning best movie; I'll take it over Dark Knight. I'm tired of hearing about it all the fucking time. Obviously, it wasn't that good for me to be content with only watching it twice. Okay, Heath is dead... get over it. I hate his Joker. Good, he's a psych but that wasn't what Joker was about. However, because it's Heath everyone refuses to listen to my logical reasoning backed with facts from the comic books(all versions) and Animated series(all versions). What we really need is Mark Hamil in make up. Too bad he's too old. Actually, I do think Jim Carey would make a google plex times better Joker than Heath could ever have imagined. I'm not going to let a pretty face make my decision.

People can complain about Robert Patt's pretty face, but he was an amazing Cedric and an awesome Dali. Boy has talent. You just have to look past Twilight and actually watch other things.

Slumdog; well I never saw it so I can't say. But, it never did catch my attention. Besides, it won already many times during the other awards(which apparently count more than MTV) so what does it matter?

It doesn't matter either way. People will have their opinions, regardless of what I say. But here is my point of view... because I'm egotistical and I love talking about myself and my own opinions.

Miley Cyrus won best song; I must applaud this. Girl stepped up. Best song she has done, ever.

Oh Kirsten... you were on something. Alcohol, whatever. No one has messy hair like that half-way through the show and drop things and have eyes like you do sober. XDDD


New HBP clip? Fuck that! I saw that one already. It was shown like, in November! XDD Oh kids. Stop being busy making a fail!Double movie and do this thing right. I bet the welcome movie for the HP theme park pwns DH. For SRS. At least shell cottage finally has a few shells on it.

I've only slept 3 hours @_______@;;;

Sooo tired.

But I finished 95% of my website in one sitdown last night at Monty XDDD

I am exhausted.

I head back to Monty in an hour for class and finish up.
Nick should be here before I leaveXDD
Told him to comes over night so he can drive me around, because clearly I am in no state to do so myself. XDD



Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep @_@

I really hope I get some before this 7 hours drive.